Forced to handle the responsibility of raising two children on my own, I looked to God (again) and asked for his guidance. How I had drifted from him without realising!

God reached out. He touched me. He protected my unborn child (that I later found out should have been still born) and held my two children and I firmly within the palm of his hand. Slowly, he showed me the truth. My problems had begun with me. I was the cause of my problems. Had I followed His direction and guidance, I may never have had my world pulled from beneath me. I realised, He is the Shepherd and I was a very lost sheep. I thanked God for caring enough to allow my world fall from beneath me so that I would find Him once more and began asking him, "where to from here?"

God reignited a fire within me once more to speak, to write and to be the real me. Now, it is my call in life to share the true depth of God's love with others. It is my duty to remind others that NEVER are they too far from God and NEVER is it too late to come back to Him.

My testimony covers many issues like sexual sin and addiction, abortion, false intimacy, lack of self-esteem and self-worth, marrying for the wrong reasons, parenting unprepared, Divorce, Anxiety Disorder, Starting over and Complete forgiveness.

At 27, I have now re-married and have revisited parenting with a new baby in Jan '06, in the way it was designed to be- as a two parent household.

Making a decision at the age of 11 that Christianity was for me, I ran from my decision at the age of about 15. At 22, I realised my ways and re-established a real, dynamic relationship with God and refuse to run from Him ever again. He is my rock and my direction. He is beginning and my end.